Wednesday, June 30, 2010

so tired & bored now :/
still on webcam w my jie , sharon nao (:
after that , going out w Edna to interview for th' Pets Lover job at Suntec :]
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Reached home-d ! wakao , we was like walking the whole Suntec
from the start walking to the end , thn saw th' Pets Lover shop , is kinda of Small shop lor .
we called tht person for interview didnt pick up D: so end up , we didnt went for th' interview .
walked past SASA , they hiring peoples . edna , wanted to work over ther , but they need a N'level cer . so didnt go in & asked .
thn train back to payalebar . thn bus to opp th' Pet tales shop at Enous . buying dog's food .
walked back to Enous blk 10 & slack w my girlfriendz :3 !
train back home-d to tanah merah .
reached home-d mom , kpkb ! D:
first , is cause my dad ; so late le , he bring ahdi to eat , later he cant wake up ! as he still have sch tmr .
second , is cause of my work ; idk eh , cannot understand . isit a wrong to work !?
why must she kpkb on me , says tht when sch reopen , you better dont go work . she wants me to concentrate on studies. hais, idk ! depends , if is thr a need mah . :/
third ; cause of doing the door ; my mom keep wanting to change a dooor ! but my dad keep dragging th' time . didnt go and ask ! aiyoo . idk ah , this family is full of Complicated ! D:
sometimes , mom is making me worried for a her ! when she says this sentence .
; this family make me fed up ! no need to called me , asked me where am ii . even if im w another guy or sleep w another guy . ii will feel more happy ! thn having this family , pekcek .
): !
Its hard to change th' past of me to be a better daughter infront of her nao , but ii tried .
not to talk back whenever she scold me , go against her , do things she dosent like .
the life in th' past w my mom at home , is always quarreling quarreling quarreling .
she cane me everytime & everytime ii really feel like slapping her back .
although , she cane me she also want me to learn good !
if not she ii think im ... ):
Nao !
I have always wanted to treat my mom good whenever she asked me .
but ii think my actions , didnt prove to her .
hais , just take one step at a time & see how things move.
slowly times will prove (: !
loves ;

Time heals everything , even th' pain you rejected me for loving you .
Goodbye , my beloved stanley . 160609 you'r th' one giving me everything .
those ups & downs memories . ii wont forget we are once tgt & really in lovee before !
Iloveeyou!

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